| The Only Reason I Feel Secure |
[Jan. 4th, 2009|12:51 am] |
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So we were talking on the phone. Like we have the past couple weeks. And she fell asleep. I listened to her for about 45 minutes. She seemed so calm and relaxed. I decided to play "Mary Had a Little Lamb" on my keypad to try to wake her up. I felt bad to wake her but I don't think I could have gotten to sleep without telling her goodnight. So I slipped an 'I love you' in there. Then, as always, she mumbles back, "I love youu." Then after she said something cute I couldn't help but almost slip another one out. Like it was total instinct. Could I really be falling for this girl?
It's amazing how much of an impact she's had on my life in such a short time. It's like my whole life has shifted. Before the only things on my mind were sports, music and the big S. Now my whole life is almost "revolved" around her. And that's not a bad thing, at all. I can't help but think about her every minute of the day. And when I go to learn a new song I'm choosing the ones that remind me of her. Or when I'm trying to write a new one; she's my inspiration.
Today we were talking about something called a "Debut". It's short for something fancy. Basically it's like a bar mitzvah, except for Filipino women when they turn 18. She says they're planning to do it in Boston with all her old friends as a group. She asked if I'd like to be her escort. I said of course, but that question really made me think... This wouldn't be until after we graduate. It's really good to hear that she's imagining us together a year from now. I don't have any doubt that we can do it, and even make it further pending a change in college plans, but it's really nice to see that she's in it for the long haul as well. Spending a month in Boston with her and her crazy family wouldn't be terrible. Hopefully by then her Dad will have grown to like me. He doesn't hate me or anything, but you never know.
I love this girl...
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